[ Ha. A tilt of his head, concession to the point. He'll add it to his to-do.
As for the rest - tell him about it. Though he's felt the strain of staying in one place a lot less the longer he's been here. The worst of the trapped feeling has gone, just in time for him to have all but limitless access to the world in an approximation of the way he once did.
Nate's admission still begs a question. ]
A frequent flier?
[ Is it travel, or just wide open spaces that he misses? ]
[ Less so, these days. With his work largely home-bound to New Orleans, the opportunities for getting away are few and far between, particularly when he made the conscious decision to be as legitimate as possible with business arrangements. It took Nate a long time to get out of less-than-legal acquisitions.
None of that really applies here, he supposes. ]
Used to be out of the states more often than I was in them. You?
[ He raises that eyebrow raise a tip of his drink in Nate's direction, a chipper little smile. When your entire life is an inside joke with yourself, many things are funny. ]
Any time. [ Sip, and an immediate change of subject. ] Where will you go next?
[ The disparity is addressed, the challenge assessed, and the subject abruptly averted. Nate doesn't bother pointing it out because he's fairly certain they're both operating on a very high level of keeping personal things personal. ]
I dunno. Central or South America, maybe? I grew up around there.
[ There's something delightfully accusatory in that question and Nate smiles in spite of himself. Usually people will accompany a statement like the one he made with an addendum - I was an Army brat, or something similar - but Nate cannot claim such humble and provincial origins as being shifted around with frequency due to Uncle Sam's ever-changing whims. ]
We traveled a lot. I was a kid, and my older brother picked up odd jobs where he could.
[ Which is as personal as he's willing to get without venturing into territory that some have derisively called Dickensian. ]
[ Parentless and complicated. Nate doesn't have too many reservations giving the plainest of facts about his childhood, but the intimate details are better left for those he knows won't judge him, and he isn't entirely sure where he stands with Stephen yet outside of a general working respect. ]
Nebraska, really? Great Plains must've driven you nuts.
[ Middle America isn't a place Nate has ever actually visited much - if at all - and part of that is just due to the lack of historicity. ]
I was born in Boston, which is about as much a polar opposite as possible. And the accents-
[ He was marooned on an island in the middle of the Indian Ocean before he came here, so being trapped in a future where everyone he knows is probably gone is something of a lateral move. Nate can feel himself drifting into that distracted listlessness again and fights it with a thin excuse for a smile. ]
Yeah.
[ He's fucking lonely. Judging by their current surroundings it seems like Stephen knows the sensation intimately. Nate lifts his beaker in a mock toast. ]
[ There's a shift. Stephen quiets, seeking out evidence, and finds it in the raise of a makeshift glass and the unconvincing tilt of a smile. ]
... To coping mechanisms.
[ Three small words and a beaker raised in turn. A greater concession to struggle than any other he's given in— nine months.
He drains his glass. Wonders if he's ever put any real thought into what his coping mechanisms are, the liquor burning a path down his throat aside. But of course, he's standing in the basement of the product of them: a business pulled out of nowhere, a "home" without personality or comfort, all of his resources poured back into the bar so that others might be better supported. No time to dwell. Less room for guilt.
The empty glass in his hand and the company it's shared with is an admission of its own, one that takes him slightly by surprise. It shows the first sprouting shoots of a willingness, however infrequent, to allow himself a little break for air. ]
And to limitless supply.
[ Which is to say he's pouring himself another, bottle lifted in question. Top up? ]
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As for the rest - tell him about it. Though he's felt the strain of staying in one place a lot less the longer he's been here. The worst of the trapped feeling has gone, just in time for him to have all but limitless access to the world in an approximation of the way he once did.
Nate's admission still begs a question. ]
A frequent flier?
[ Is it travel, or just wide open spaces that he misses? ]
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[ Less so, these days. With his work largely home-bound to New Orleans, the opportunities for getting away are few and far between, particularly when he made the conscious decision to be as legitimate as possible with business arrangements. It took Nate a long time to get out of less-than-legal acquisitions.
None of that really applies here, he supposes. ]
Used to be out of the states more often than I was in them. You?
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Likewise. [ Does extradimensional travel count as abroad? Space? ] Work takes me all over.
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That's both vague and ominous, thank you.
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Any time. [ Sip, and an immediate change of subject. ] Where will you go next?
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I dunno. Central or South America, maybe? I grew up around there.
[ Mostly. ]
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[ An entire continent and a handful of other countries on the side? Nice neighborhood. Welcome to the vague brigade, Drake. ]
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We traveled a lot. I was a kid, and my older brother picked up odd jobs where he could.
[ Which is as personal as he's willing to get without venturing into territory that some have derisively called Dickensian. ]
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Instead the file is dismissed as closed with a raise of his brows, and he offers up: ]
I grew up in Nebraska, so you've got me beat.
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Nebraska, really? Great Plains must've driven you nuts.
[ Middle America isn't a place Nate has ever actually visited much - if at all - and part of that is just due to the lack of historicity. ]
I was born in Boston, which is about as much a polar opposite as possible. And the accents-
[ GRIMACE ]
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Well, we both made it out. [ ... ] Maybe a little too far out.
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Yeah.
[ He's fucking lonely. Judging by their current surroundings it seems like Stephen knows the sensation intimately. Nate lifts his beaker in a mock toast. ]
To coping mechanisms?
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... To coping mechanisms.
[ Three small words and a beaker raised in turn. A greater concession to struggle than any other he's given in— nine months.
He drains his glass. Wonders if he's ever put any real thought into what his coping mechanisms are, the liquor burning a path down his throat aside. But of course, he's standing in the basement of the product of them: a business pulled out of nowhere, a "home" without personality or comfort, all of his resources poured back into the bar so that others might be better supported. No time to dwell. Less room for guilt.
The empty glass in his hand and the company it's shared with is an admission of its own, one that takes him slightly by surprise. It shows the first sprouting shoots of a willingness, however infrequent, to allow himself a little break for air. ]
And to limitless supply.
[ Which is to say he's pouring himself another, bottle lifted in question. Top up? ]