Neck-deep in drugs and physical contact, slogging through the parties in the upper echelons of society without feeling a single fucking thing. There isn't a day that goes by he doesn't think about his good fortune - in being what he is and surviving, in making a name for himself that isn't (usually) accompanied by someone spitting in the street, in having what he has - and Nate doesn't take it for granted. The space between them makes it possible to stay above the flood.
He tucks his face into the side of Ian's neck, into the mess of hair, and watches him flip a perfectly symmetrical pancake. The loose grin he wears must be wide enough to feel, approval and amusement clear as day. ]
Some new line with one of the big name designers. Basically stood there for a few hours and looked pretty, nothing fancy.
[ Something his overactive mind loathes, but what can you do? ]
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Neck-deep in drugs and physical contact, slogging through the parties in the upper echelons of society without feeling a single fucking thing. There isn't a day that goes by he doesn't think about his good fortune - in being what he is and surviving, in making a name for himself that isn't (usually) accompanied by someone spitting in the street, in having what he has - and Nate doesn't take it for granted. The space between them makes it possible to stay above the flood.
He tucks his face into the side of Ian's neck, into the mess of hair, and watches him flip a perfectly symmetrical pancake. The loose grin he wears must be wide enough to feel, approval and amusement clear as day. ]
Some new line with one of the big name designers. Basically stood there for a few hours and looked pretty, nothing fancy.
[ Something his overactive mind loathes, but what can you do? ]