A little of both. It was Maketh's.

[Not exactly the kind of gift one wants to find under the Christmas tree.]

I'd been trying to figure out what happened to them, wanting to keep tabs on the ones that didn't get destroyed. Someone had hidden it for her, and it got passed down to me. That damn weapon and all that happened to get it, right there in my hands. It made me sick.

[Or as sick as it could make a guy who doesn't actually have intestines and whatnot, but he's sure Nate gets the idea.]